These is NO reason to be ashamed whatsoever. Programs were originally designed for just your situation...to help on a temporary basis until you no longer required it. Medicaid was the same to help in case of an emergency. They were not created to be a birffrite for every nigger born in America today.
And today, you probably would have had a much more difficult time getting that help. First, because you are YT and the nigger workers HATE to see someone like us walk in, and second, because of the nigger abuse of the system, the "temporary" guidelines have been wiped out in order to make sure the chronic abusers keep getting theirs.
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you for saying it. Never be ashamed. At one point, we all need help from somewhere. I know I did, and thankfully, it was there. I am an alcoholic, and although I have not touched alcohol in many many years now, I was able to get into a state run detox center and get "clean". That center would not have been available today because they are Medicaid and Insurance only now. I was not eligible for Medicaid back then and Insurance companies did not consider "alcohol" a disease. So I KNOW where I would be today and I am very grateful for the chance to free myself.
Sorry about the personal stuff. Dude Here just motivated me.