Solarton
03-09-2009, 09:00 PM
I wrote this because i felt inspired. This is in no way suggestion anything about who i am or my personality.
The Grinning Man Part 2
Do you see how people suffer? How humans slaughter themselves pointlessly? How they throw their lives away with addictions? How utterly stupid the human race is? How people refuse to think? How they are so far into denial that life is but an illusion? How they refuse to admit to wrongdoing no matter how wrong they are? How they lie to themselves and others? How they are so worthless? So weak? This is what makes me smile. This is what puts the ridiculous grin upon my face. This is the twinkle in my eye. This is my source of joy and glee. This is what makes me The Grinning Man.
They hurt me, emotionally and physically. Mentally and socially. Enough to make imaginary. This pain, the constant put downs, the unending cycle of hope-crushing loneliness. Sorrow Syndrome..The stress. The threat of death and dishonor. The unrelenting shredding grip of fear. My shattered heart. This is my motivation. This is my will. This is what keeps me alive. And this, if what i live for. I have nothing other than this. No other reason to continue on. No future. No love. Beaten down i will not give up. My wings will never be broken. My smile will never fade. No matter how hard i get beaten, no matter how badly i am hurt,
regardless of how many bones are broken, or even if you kill me and I'm
sent straight to hell, the ridiculous grin on my face will never go away.
If you look closely enough, you may see, the rage and hatred deep inside of me. The lust for vengeance. My personalities. Each one a different part of me. I am rage. My sorrow, la. Love and innocence my only angel. Fire is my joy, the smile behind the grin. Rage is who I am, the will to always win. Demons don't exist, human angels have all died. Your prayers will not be answered. My angel does not care, she will not listen to your lies. Religion is no virtue. A plague of corruption i will not bear. I smile for her, my sorrowla, I grin for all your rotting calls.
Love does not exist to me. Nor infatuation. My grin grows wider watching your idiotic intoxication. Throw away your time. Waste you life. Cry to your family. Let them tell you what you want to hear, seek out only what will please you. Run away from the truth, run from what needs to be said. Force your heart into the hollow of denial. I watch. I see. I sense your failure. With every action my grin grows wider. Every lie, every last tear that falls. You will see the smile grow. Grow into a grin. The grin widens. Each lie, tear, scream, bruise, hit, empty word, and drop of blood. You see a little more of my teeth... Until my mouth is open from ear to ear. Then you see what is truly behind the grin. The smile becomes a maw. My eyes your bleakest nightmare. If you cannot see, you will hear the growl. If you cannot hear, you will feel the roar. If you are numb, the screaming horror will shatter your reality. You cannot run away any more.
Truth, The purity in the corruption, true light of darkness; gray in between, I am what you all run away from; Reality. What you fear the most. I am The Grinning Man.
The Grinning Man Part 2
Do you see how people suffer? How humans slaughter themselves pointlessly? How they throw their lives away with addictions? How utterly stupid the human race is? How people refuse to think? How they are so far into denial that life is but an illusion? How they refuse to admit to wrongdoing no matter how wrong they are? How they lie to themselves and others? How they are so worthless? So weak? This is what makes me smile. This is what puts the ridiculous grin upon my face. This is the twinkle in my eye. This is my source of joy and glee. This is what makes me The Grinning Man.
They hurt me, emotionally and physically. Mentally and socially. Enough to make imaginary. This pain, the constant put downs, the unending cycle of hope-crushing loneliness. Sorrow Syndrome..The stress. The threat of death and dishonor. The unrelenting shredding grip of fear. My shattered heart. This is my motivation. This is my will. This is what keeps me alive. And this, if what i live for. I have nothing other than this. No other reason to continue on. No future. No love. Beaten down i will not give up. My wings will never be broken. My smile will never fade. No matter how hard i get beaten, no matter how badly i am hurt,
regardless of how many bones are broken, or even if you kill me and I'm
sent straight to hell, the ridiculous grin on my face will never go away.
If you look closely enough, you may see, the rage and hatred deep inside of me. The lust for vengeance. My personalities. Each one a different part of me. I am rage. My sorrow, la. Love and innocence my only angel. Fire is my joy, the smile behind the grin. Rage is who I am, the will to always win. Demons don't exist, human angels have all died. Your prayers will not be answered. My angel does not care, she will not listen to your lies. Religion is no virtue. A plague of corruption i will not bear. I smile for her, my sorrowla, I grin for all your rotting calls.
Love does not exist to me. Nor infatuation. My grin grows wider watching your idiotic intoxication. Throw away your time. Waste you life. Cry to your family. Let them tell you what you want to hear, seek out only what will please you. Run away from the truth, run from what needs to be said. Force your heart into the hollow of denial. I watch. I see. I sense your failure. With every action my grin grows wider. Every lie, every last tear that falls. You will see the smile grow. Grow into a grin. The grin widens. Each lie, tear, scream, bruise, hit, empty word, and drop of blood. You see a little more of my teeth... Until my mouth is open from ear to ear. Then you see what is truly behind the grin. The smile becomes a maw. My eyes your bleakest nightmare. If you cannot see, you will hear the growl. If you cannot hear, you will feel the roar. If you are numb, the screaming horror will shatter your reality. You cannot run away any more.
Truth, The purity in the corruption, true light of darkness; gray in between, I am what you all run away from; Reality. What you fear the most. I am The Grinning Man.